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I know something is bothering me. Something wants to be released. At these times that I feel tense and I don’t know why, I just go to my blog.  It is kinda sad because I know, I can freely express myself in my blogs where only a few know about it. Like this one, only those who wants to look for me, if there is any can find this.  I think this is my blog whom no one will question why this is my url, because this is my name. I feel happy that of all my blogs, though this is my real name, this is the blog whom no one will think is mine.  Because I think they will not think that of all Janice in the Philippines, I am the one who signed up for this. 

I haven’t really broadcasted that this is my URL but I told my friendsters thru my friendster blog that I signed up for i.ph.In case they were able to jump here, I want to say hello. Hi! Hehe,  I would really be touched that someone whom I know will be able to find me here.  There are times that I’ve got a low self esteem that I feel that no one will be searching for me here in this vast cyberspace. Anyway, I am happy that at least here I know I am free to say whatever I want to say.

I want to congratulate this site because it is quick to load. I was supposed to post at my multiply blog but I don’t know what is wrong with it that the  page where one can compose a journal entry is having a hard time loading at this time. But I am happy because I’ve got the time to blog here.  Look.. I am having a long post already without minding where I am headed to because this is just for my eyes only. Lucky me if someone will be reading this. Sorry, this post is not heading anywhere. I am just trying to make myself fall asleep with a clear head. Though, I will feel really happy if at this time someone will be reading my post until the end.

I will try to post here as often as I can. I want to be at home with this like my former blog and my current blog. Having this URL is really the driving force for me not to neglect this because in my other blog, I feel saddened that those who were able to get the Janice username were not updating their blog already. It is disappointing that they have neglected their blog. I don’t want to neglect this blog. This has my name in it and I don’t think it will be fair for those who were not able to get this URL if I will just sign up and waste it.

I will make time to make this blog a representation of myself. Until next time =) I feel sleepy already